Rings, WVU football, and Travel

So, I was letting it go... And then the phone rings! If you tell someone its over, leave it the hell alone. Now, that's not what I wanted or want, but I can't keep doing this. I am throwing this out there, Shit or Get Off The Pot!

Speaking of shit, I am really thinking about going up to WVU next weekend! Haven't seen anyone of the old crew forever! Maybe its time! I have to see what the hell all the fuss about WVU football is! Go Cyclones! Thank god, we are getting a new coach next year, its been too long!

Something is going to change soon, I just can't put my finger on it. I can't tell if its good or bad, but something is going to happen! That is my warning to myself! Then I can say I told you so when it happens! I am seriously thinking about going overseas to check it out. Work my way through the world! Maybe that is going to be the change...

Going to buy my brothers baby a shirt that reads "I spent nine months in the hole." Ha, ha!

I really will be the person your parents (now my brother) warned you about!

Peace People!

Brothers, Babies and Bars

Howdy! I went down to see the little bro this last weekend! Made me realize just how old I am getting. And since when did college keggers serve Woodchuck? That I will never understand, bitch beer!

On my 3 hour drive home I learned that my other brother is going to be a daddy! He is excited and I know how much he loves kids. I always kinda knew he would be the first to have kids. Trust me, I never thought it would be me! I don't think I would make a good mommy! I hope he looks back and realizes just how shitty of a biological father we had, and does everything in his power to be the best damn father he can!

I got a job offer to bar manage again. I don't know if its what I want to do but I do know that I would be happier then I am right now. I don't know... I'll have to think about it. I really want to travel and be creative, but how? I'll think of something...

Remember, I am the person your parents warned you about...

Breathe In, Breathe Out, Move On

"According to my watch the time is now
Past is dead and gone
Don't try to shake it just nod your head
Breathe In, Breathe Out, Move On
Don't try to shake it just bow your head
Breathe In, Breathe Out, Move On" Jimmy Buffett

This is my song at this point in time! I am trying to let go of the past, nothing is going to change, no matter how often I replay it in my head. I am trying to live for now, positive and eyes wide open for that next great thing. My head is in Ohio, while my heart is in Iowa, what's a girl to do? Thank god for Budweiser!

No, really, I have nothing to complain about, and if I did it is all of my own doing. Life is too damn short and things change is mere seconds, so I HAVE to breathe in, breathe out, move on!

On a different note, I have the entire weekend off! Think I might go down and see the little bro. Having his knee cut open today, I think he should be ready for some hard drinking by Friday, don't ya think? Anyway, I need a change of scenery. I keep getting older but they stay the same age...

Remember, I may be sad, but I am still the person your parents warned you about...